Confused

All these throught run through
my mind taking over whats inside
Throughts and feelings locked up tight,
Love and hate is no where in sight
eye's wide open but hard to see
Is there something inside of me?
Something that controls my throughts and dreams
that something i wish could be free,
Heart pumping softly, blood runs cold
feelings heating up whats inside taking over what should be mine.
Love and hate returns to mind
throughts and dreams are still bured alive
will these throughts return to me and well
these dreams will i see?
will i ever know whats true or will i ever really love you?